FROM THE DEPTHS OF PRIMORDIAL ESSENCE ///

We come from a dark abyss, we end in a dark abyss, and we call the luminous interval life. As soon as we are born the return begins, at once the setting forth and the coming back; we die in every moment. Because of this many have cried out. The goal of life is death! But as soon as we are born we begin the struggle to create, to compose, to turn matter into life; we are born in every moment. Because of this many have cried out: The goal of ephemeral life is immortality! In the temporary living organism these two streams collide: (a) the ascent toward composition, toward life, toward immortality; (b) the descent toward decomposition, toward matter, toward death. Both streams well up from the depths of primordial essence. Life startles us at first; it seems somewhat beyond the law, somewhat contrary to nature, somewhat like a counteraction to the dark eternal fountains; but deeper down we feel that Life is itself without beginning, an indestructible force of the Universe. Otherwise, from where did that superhuman strength come which hurls us from the unborn to the born and gives us - plants, animals, men - courage for the struggle. But both opposing forces are holy. it is our duty, therefore, to grasp that vision which can embrace and harmonize these two enormous, timeless and indestructible forces, and with this vision to modulate our thinking and our action.

-Nikos Kazantzakis, The Saviors of God

TURNING AND RETURNING ///

TURNING AND RETURNING ///

Atum creates the Cosmic Mind.

The Cosmic Mind creates the Cosmos.

The Cosmos creates Time.

Time creates Change.

The essence of Atum

is Primal Goodness.

The essence of the Cosmic Mind

is permanent sameness.

The essence of the Cosmos

is beautiful order.

The essence of Time

is movement.

The essence of Change is Life.

Atum works

through Mind and Soul.

The Cosmic Mind works

through turning and returning.

Time works

through increase and decrease.

Change works

through quality and quantity.

The Cosmic Mind is in Atum.

The Cosmos is in Eternity.

Time is in the Cosmos.

Change is in Time.

The Cosmic Mind

is permanently connected to Atum.

The Cosmos is made up of thoughts

in the Cosmic Mind.

The Cosmic Mind is an image of Atum.

The Cosmos is and image of the Cosmic Mind.

The sun is an image of the Cosmos.

Man is an image of the sun.

- The Hierarchy of Creation

GOLDEN ETERNITY ///

GOLDEN ETERNITY ///

‘I have lots of things to teach you now, in case we ever meet, concerning the message that was transmitted to me under a pine tree in North Carolina on a cold winter moonlit night. It said that Nothing Ever Happened, so don’t worry. It’s all like a dream. Everything is ecstasy, inside. We just don’t know it because of our thinking-minds. But in our true blissful essence of mind is known that everything is alright forever and forever and forever. Close your eyes, let your hands and nerve-ends drop, stop breathing for 3 seconds, listen to the silence inside the illusion of the world, and you will remember the lesson you forgot, which was taught in immense milky way soft cloud innumerable worlds long ago and not even at all. It is all one vast awakened thing. I call it the golden eternity. It is perfect.’

- Jack Kerouac